Friday, June 15, 2012

The Machine against the Muggles


I respect other people’s beliefs.  I do everything I can not to disrespect either the living or those that have passed.  However, sometimes paths cross.  Sometimes there is a confrontation; sometimes that confrontation happens in another dimension.

While we were doing genealogical research, we ended up in a Catholic cemetery.  It was old, but it had fresh internments, it also was the Friday before Memorial Day, so I didn’t know if there would be loved ones tending graves.  Again, I work very hard not to offend anyone.  So if my activity was unwelcome, I would have to stop.    I approached the corner of the cemetery, and ask if anyone had something to say.

A chatty woman named Margaret told me that she was “above”.  She then explained to me that she had a “stove” and that something was “lost” and “wasted”.  What popped into my mind was that she was complaining about things that her kids had done.  I smiled.  Some mothers always want to remind their kids of their shortcomings.  Then HE entered the cemetery.  He drove a large SUV; he eyed me with suspicion as he drove by.  He slowed down to study my husband who was busily photographing family graves.  The eagle and American flag on his cap as well as the array of political bumper stickers on the back of the truck told me that he would not support my kind of foolishness.  I realized that Ghost Radar was silent; I found a visitor’s bench to take a good look at my smartphone.  Guess I had bumped the phone and turned off Ghost Radar.  I set it back up set it on the bench beside me; I ask if anyone had anything to say.  When I looked down my smartphone was playing a balloon popping game!   I reset it one more time and asked my question.  I looked up, and saw Mr. SUV standing at the back of the cemetery staring directly at me.  The Ghost Radar was switched off again without human intervention!

My husband asked if I had anything.  I told him “Yes.  It doesn’t like Muggles.”  Just in case there is someone reading this who is not aware of Harry-Potter speak, Muggles are non-magic(k)al  people.  They do not believe in such nonsense.  To be a true Muggle, I add that they also must be against the magic(k)al – including the paranormal.  However, I did remind him that spirit loved to play tricks with electronic equipment.  Having my phone switch to a game, and then having Ghost Radar turned off was also proof of spectral energy.  Perhaps the speaker had a hard time with the device; perhaps the contact was with the Divic Kingdom (the cemetery was in a wooded area).  I told my husband that I would have to do more research.  I didn’t know that would happen the very next day.    

The next cemetery had a very old section, and a newer section.  I hoped we’d be in the old section, but the research was in the new section.  We were basically alone in the cemetery when my husband found family names in one direction while I was pulled in another.  A person who died in their teens told me about “studying”.   A woman told me that she had “raised’ “children” “too”.  A World War II veteran explained to me that he was about “safety” and that he had seen “various” “action” and had “raised” a “flag” while at “sea”.  A set of family graves revealed secrets.  The mother told me that she wanted to know “whether” someone was “lying”.  She then said that she “knew”.   She reminded me that life is precious and that “time” “rushes”.    Again, others drove into the cemetery, and again Ghost Radar went silent.  Two women got out of the car and began putting flags on veteran’s graves.  More and more people showed up to help.  One woman spoke to my husband.  She smiled broadly as my husband pointed out one relative after another.  My husband pointed at me.  She smiled and waved, I returned to favor.  Ghost Radar remained silent.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Why I Play with Moldy, Old Dead Things...

I love Chip Coffey.  I owe Chip Coffey money - he and his psychic kids have helped to save my part of my sanity.  By watching Chip and the kids, I came to the realization that I wasn't a "weird little kid", I was a psychic sensitive.  Not only was I a psychic sensitive.  I still am a psychic sensitive.

I know I'm not alone.  There are probably a lot of people who recognize themselves and their childhood from watching Psychic Kids.  Many of those people have no idea how to deal with the stigma their family or community put on their abilities and experiences.  Some people were stigmatized for religious reasons; some people were stigmatized because they were surrounded by a family who thought the whole thing was nonsense.  Then there the kids like me who had parents who were told that I had too active an imagination, and to ignore me.  Now that flings you right in the middle of the Twilight Zone.  Am I crazy? Am I going crazy? OK, I get it - I'm flat-assed weird.  Weird means you go to the back of the bus in life.  Weird means there are places you can't or don't go because of the panic those places or people bring up inside of you, but you can't control it or you can't explain it.  If you can't consider the psychic, you may be missing a chance for serious self-knowledge.

Now I'm not telling people to use the psychic as a catch-all explanation.  If someone is seriously depressed or if the voices they hear make them do violent things or they have serious periods of disassociation of reality, then these need to be treated as the medical conditions they are.  However, if you were one of those people who remember having psychic experiences, then it's time to revisit your experiences in a whole different light.

This is the main reason I'm out there.  I want other people who watch Psychic Kids as a therapy session to realize that what happened to you means you had/have extraordinary skills.  Maybe your skills still cause you problems.  Maybe it's time to realize that these skills can serve you as an adult; you panic when you're around someone? Perhaps it's time you paid attention.  If you are overwhelmed with sensations, meditation, especially mindfulness, can help you tune things out or turn sensations down (mindfulness worked for me).  Also, there are a lot of communities on the web who focus on the paranormal or the psychic.  Finding someone who has blazed the trail before you can be very helpful.  Again, if simple solutions like meditation don't work, don't be afraid to ask for psychological or medical help.  No one should have to suffer emotional problems - they are about the worst pain you can deal with.

Yes, I have studied my butt off to understand this whole topic.  Yes, I have listened to the experts about guarding and warding yourself before attempting contact.  Yes, I know there are people who think this whole topic is nonsense.  But I do know what I feel and see - and the results I get are usually fascinating.   Next time more ghost adventures........I promise.